Yesterday I died...tomorrow's bleeding... Today I'm suppOsed to be happy..but lately I do Not feel really happy.. even though I am enJoying every little piece in my school, but when I came back home, I'll feel solitude, so lonely and...don't know what word can best describe this weird and empty feeling rite now. I feel so damn shattered and it conquers all my feeling and trapped me into a dark hole. I dislike the situation when you can feel the pieces of broken heart falling slowly..the hardest part is when metaphorically, those black pieces, look like a rough object with tiny needles, and you can feel the hurt when they falls slowly from your heart. Is it wrong for me to feel the pain when you make the distance? Is it a failure when I feel uncomfortable with all the rumors that I've heard? i will be patient as always.. coz i believe that if we can control ourselves from all the pain, suffers and those negative sources out there...ALLAH will bless us with his reward..trust me.. sabar azie... everything happens for a reason.. a reason that will improve us...insyaALLAH... :)
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